you are, you want, you need.

you are afraid to loose what is already gone.
you are afraid to miss what already left you alone.
you want to fight for something that is not worth it.
you would die for someone you love.
you would kill for someone you love.
but then you realize that no one would die or kill for you.
you cried for attention in an empty room.
you screamed for someone with no voice.
you sent messages and no one understood.
you hoped to get better.
you tried to get better.
once again, you failed.
is there something that could make it better?
is there someone who could make it better?

in one minute you can cry an ocean.
but not even in an hour you can smile for the world.